HEY HEY PPL!!

I have survived 10 papers!!

6 more to go!!!

So far the Cambridge ppl have been rather okay towards me! However there are some exceptions lah! PHYSICS was messed up - like seriously!

State the wavelength of an X-ray. Like WTFFF?!?! Who in the right mind would know?
NOTE: it was given that the wavelength of the ray was similar to that of an atom!

Anyhow, practically everyone was stunned by that grossly random question! Me, being physically challenged, wrote 3 X 10^-12 m! I really dunno whether it's right cuz the textbook wrote smth near 3 X 10^-8 cm (i think)! So that makes my answer 10^-2 cm away... I shall pray hard that the marker will be sleepy (but not grouchy) enough to bless me with leniency with a stroke of his/her/it's red pen to award me with a precious one mark!! The freakin' thermocouple question also screwed me over big time! 3-4 marks just dissipated into the air... PANG SAI!!!!

Biology and Chemistry were surprisingly easy papers! They didn't really test all the chapters in the textbook for Biology! I'm so lucky they left out all those icky genetics stuff that doesn't pique my interest! I almost slapped myself a few damn times for not labelling some stuff for Chemistry! That could seriously jeopardise my chances of getting an A1 for it... Brrr....

Other than that, the other papers were rather do-able! But i'm still kinda' angry with myself for making too many careless mistakes for literally every paper, especially E Math P1!!!! Hopefully those few marks won't downgrade me to a lower level... A1s are all i yearn for! As desperate as i may sound, it is still necessary cuz the Os are a big deal to me! The future is waiting for the ever-so-fabulous moi and Karma is saying that i will make it to my dream school (VJ-like duh!)!!!! Hopefully dear Karma's right!!

Oh ya, Happy Belated HALLOWEEN ppl!! Hope y'all enjoyed yourselves ytd!!

Well, ytd was kinda' weird for me personally! My lovely neighbourhood had a little Halloween Trick-Or-Treat house-to-house "harassment" for little children ytd!!

And i was not invited cuz i ain't a kid no more!!!!

I'm freakin' 15 years old! Is that old? I thought everyone can go Treat-Or-Treating?? Oh so there's some discrimination going on here, so "old hags" like me cannot participate?? Anyway i will be turning 16 in 3 days time but that doesn't really help my situation though... Believe me, i was pretty damn jealous!! I have never ever dressed up as spooky ghouls and nasty witches in my lifetime!!!

My mum and i were giving some lollipops, sweets, crackers and stuff to those lucky lil' bastards!! I wanted to give them some melamine goodies but unfortunately i did not contact the white rabbit sweet importers in time... Just joking! I was shocked that my mum gave the children packets of raisins!!! I mean like whose children eat RAISINS?!?!?! I was forced to munch on those vile blackish shrivelled monstrosities when i was young to supplement my mum's lack of sweet supply! I didn't like raisins!! But somehow my taste palates got screwed up as i got older and raisins and i are completely neutral right now! TRUCE!

Anyway, back to the children VS raisins, the malicious children of my neighbourhood just grabbed those hideous packets of Californian Dried Sultanas out of plain greediness! I think that's what i would have done like 10 years ago too! Wow, i'm really contradicting myself by being disgusted by their behaviour and being against raisins... i'm nuts lah!!

I gave up being good ol' Halloween Santa after giving away treats to less than 5 "starving" kiddos!! I sent my mum off to act like the rotting carcass being chewed up by vicious vultures=children! And so i was left sitting on the staircase reminiscing about loads of stuff!

Consequently, October 31st also happens to be my houses' and my estate's 10th year anniversary! It's so amazing how time flies by so swiftly... All the wondeful ppl i used to interact with before i moved to my current house have been all dumped in the past and trying to remember the times i had with my kindergarten friends seems so difficult! I really liked my old house that overlooked the very "glamorous" Eunos MRT station! My lovely maisonette!

I met some great acquaintances when i just moved in to my current home in Tanah Merah! I had lovely nieghbours who were always very welcoming and warm towards my family and i! I used to hang around and play with my next door neighbours who also consisted of 3 siblings like mine! It was fun doing kiddy stuff together with them!! As we all got older, we naturally drew further apart but there's still some hihi-byebye moments lah! ... Anyway, many great ppl have moved out of my estate and a new generation of neighbours was born! I have yet to interact with any of the new families, but some part of me doesn't wish to... And the new neighbours organising the inaugural Halloween activity on the 10th year anniversary of this estate kinda' breaks my heart. I'm kinda' reluctant to see changes in the environment i've grown so used to! Being in touch with my soft side ain't my kind of thang okay!And so i was just sitting on the staircase looking so sour and thinking about all this stuff while my mum is out there socialising with the newbies and their children!

Sigh... I have SS paper on Monday!!! I have only LOOKED through my fave chapter called - Conflicts in Multi-Ethnic Societies: Case Studies of Sri Lanka and Northern Ireland!!! I love that chapter and many share my same opinion too! Some part of me wants to study Venice cuz i just don't like Globalisation... I need a lot of strength and energy to pull through next week then i can relax for a while before rounding up the exams with science mcqs! My bday is sandwiched b/w SS and CL papers... I shall wish for good results and get my long awaited A1 for CL!

Positive vibes to me and you!! We can do it!!! Jia you my friends!

Good luck to the other b*tches on the bell curve, you'll need it!!
B'cuz Reuby is out for the kill!

*My heart goes out to Miss Jennifer Hudson and her sister. They have suffered such tragic losses and i hope y'all can get back up again. STAY STRONG & HAVE FAITH!

X.O.X.O.
Reuby :) Posted by reuben~ at 11:11 PM

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